Monday, November 10, 2008

unbelievable!

So this last few months have been amazing. Aiden is doing so well and getting so big. He is so smart and talented. He is having so much fun teasing me. Yes, my three year old teases me. Although, I think the ultimate tease was when he waving a glass of milk in Jason's face and said "Want some milk Jason? It's good." Its hilarious because Jason HATES milk! They are so fun, but i am getting ahead of myself. So he's also going through a nasty little "no" phase. It seems to be his favorite thing to say. Oh defiance..... And I almost forgot his second favorite word, "why". He;s so amazing. I could not have ever imagined loving anyone or any blessing more than him and motherhood.
Next big event of my life... drumroll please..... Jason. He is absolutely amazing. i cannot imagine being happier with anyone. Its like all of the things that I have been through were preparing me for this moment, so that I would be exactly the person I am in order to fit so perfectly with this amazing man. Now for the completely irrational part of this whole deal. We've only been dating two months. It's totally crazy to me that I could feel this way after so little time, and miraculously enough, he feels the same way. I mean I know my brownies are good, but I've never felt so loved and so cherished by another. I can't wait to see where life takes our love! And, yes, its love- he's taking me to Twilight! Lol
I almost forgot the most important part. He loves aiden, and Aiden loves him. We got home from his house last night, after an unbelievable dinner and few rounds of taboo with his parents, sister and brother-in-law, and i got Aiden ready for bed. While I was helping my little angel wash and change, J climbed in my bed and got snuggled up in the blankets. When Aiden was done, he asked if he could go lay next to Jason, and of course, i said yes. So he did and I climbed in bed too. We laid there, the three of us, kinda like a Jason sandwich, until Aiden fell asleep. Jason was amazing. He is incredible.....they both are, I am soooooooo lucky!
Here comes a huge accomplishment... I got the ball rolling with school last week! YEAH! I am so excited to start in January! I am going to major in business and eventually specialize in accounting! I can't wait!
My family is all healthy and well and life is good. I can't even begin to express my gratitude to God for all that he has done and is continuing to do. I don't know what I 've done to deserve being so happy, but I am definately not complaining.
All in all, everything is well, as I hope they are for each and everyone of you! Don't forget he brings it all, good and bad for a reason, thank him for it all, for they are all blessings, just the same.